a to-do list for getting through my day when i wake up depressed
Once more the venomous refrain comes to plague my weary brain.
Before the pandemic.
Mid-autumn shrinking of days: waves of midnight blue lapping an island of grey cloud.
My every day is balanced on the knife point of panic.
So I've been on hiatus for... a while. I'm okay. I wasn't okay. But I'm mostly okay now. I've had depression and anxiety for a very long time, but there's always been a good reason to push it aside. To tell myself that I'll be alright as long as I keep moving. That I don't … Continue reading I am here.
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Some days I give so much of my love away that I forget to leave any for myself.